The human mind is truly amazing. It is capable of storing such a huge amount of information and what only transcends upI had a dawning this morning. I recalled suddenly some details of my break up with Joe that somehow I ended up forgetting.

A simple sorry could've saved me. A mere acknowledgement that yes, he did hurt me, too. I found it odd that a person could be at happy and contented just like that. It runs contrary to the Joe I know. The person who ran away from his exes to avoi

When I went out of town with friends from the community, we had a really touching worship. It was one that moved me, compelled me to ask for forgiveness from people whom I think have hurt me. First I asked for making peace with Doc. I didn't

I'm upset because a friend just suddenly goes quiet on me. Like it's so juvenille and it solves nothing. I don't even know what happened. She just walked out and when she came back wouldn't want to talk anymore. It's so majorly an

After the blessed outing we had, I sent SMS shout outs to other members whom I failed to thank during our mini praisefest. The incontrollable sobbing sure made it difficult for me to say complete and coherent thank yous to people. That night as we we

I had a dream. In it, I was in some place far but I was in a restaurant with NR. We ordered food and while waiting, I was fixing something. Or probably, I was reaching for something. When he saw that I what I was reaching for was too far, he tou

Guess who just called? I just got off the phone from my self-proclaimed ex, Peter. He called because he thought he saw someone who looked like me walking across the street. Funny right? He said though I sounded sad on the phone, I reasoned that I am

Last night was an emotional night as we honored Dad-E, our male household head. It was his birthday last Saturday and we his household thought of making an AVP for him. At the end of the AVP, we included the messages of his friends and girlfriend. I

I can't believe that talking to Pogi would eventually unearth a vital discovery to my emotions with regards to Joe and NR. I was telling her of this dream I had of NR and she read that clearly as I really have a crush on NR already. She went on a

Today is the birthday of my friend Torpeh. Or rather, my soul sister Torpeh. Last week, her boyfriend sent an email asking for our help for his planned surpise. He was going to give her an E63 filled with birthday messages from her friends. So this m

For all the girls . . . =)From an email:For those who have yet to find Mr. Right and for those who already did, this is a message worth reading. Have a great day!************ ********* ********* ********* *********I often warn women who are contempla

By now, I am already so sick with this discussion. But for the purpose of maintaining records, I will try my best to document what I gathered. Tito Tony Meloto of CFC - GK had at one time presented the idea of "Rock The Boat" to SFC members

I'm happy to note that my relationship with my mom has gotten better again. When I left for the apartment, she was really not very fond of talking to me. But now, I see and feel the difference. She really talks to me now. Like she responds when I

Yesterday was like a reunion with my single friends as we all attended the wedding of Ash, now Mrs. T----. So far in all the weddings I've attended, I always dread the part where they call the single ladies for the ceremonial throwing of bouquet.

I'm not sure exactly how it lead to this but everything I fought for and tried to defend, preserve and prolong will all end by my own doing. After that Monday I got wasted at Erick's party, I said some things that eventually lead Joe to concl

So perfect for me. I've dated all six. I've found most the traits described in one man, or jerk, and that was Martin. The recent one is Joe embodying number 2 and 6. Obtained from http://shine.yahoo.com/channel/sex/the-6-men-you-shouldn-t-dat

It's been a toxic week. I suddenly have tasks to do at work, which is good really. Sometimes though it gets annoying and my back starts to hurt now. I'm not so sure though if this is just because of my back breaking, muscle crunching work out

Do I tend to say things I will regret?True to his word, Joe sent his driver to find me in Makati and handed to me the CD installer for the scanner. However, he also gave me backy my P2,000 just in case the scanner would still not work on my vista. Th

So I was telling my friend from household Mimie about going to movies alone and it becoming an enjoyable experience for me. Somehow the conversation steered to Joe. Hik: I saw Joe yesterday. He delivered to me the scanner i b

When I met Joe's friend Tin and learned that she was looking for a date, I immediately thought of one guy only. My literally bankable bachelor friend Will. A member of the Beijing All-Stars clique in our banking group, a true-blue Atenean with th

Suddenly, brothers in the community as asking me for both love advice and ask for prayers regarding their physical ailments involving the heart. It seems strange that after they regard my advice as something valuable, or at least that's what they

We had our SFC unit party last Wednesday in Makati. It was supposedly a pajama party but no one obliged since it is so cold these days and we were having the party at the pool side of the host's condo. Too bad that I bothered with buying a n

As usual, I've been spending a lot of time reflecting on the recent events in my life - my career, my finances and SPENDING, my FAILED relationships, and my joining the community. Things haven't been perfect but I feel good. Still I am alive

For some days, I had been lingering in the denial stage, quite hopeful that Joe and I could still work out whatever's left in our relationship. But I guess God has a unique way of making things so explicit. It's like rubbing salt on my wounds

Joe and I are officially over as of last Thursday. It was one of those break ups I never experienced first hand in past relationships - at least this time, we did it face to face. We had dinner with his friend and cousin, they went all the way to MOA